Lost

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released May 10, 2016

Recorded by Stephen Mongiovi

Mixed/Mastered by Austin Coupe

Artwork by Joshua Bowlby/The Design Guy

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Awake/Aware Tampa, Florida

Awake/Aware is a metal/hardcore act hailing from the Tampa, Fl area. Since emerging into the central Florida local scene in late 2014, the young band continues to exhibit a determined work ethic driven by an immense passion for heavy music in all of its forms. Awake/Aware aims to shake the foundations of heavy music with their unique blend of progressive metal and hardcore. ... more

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Track Name: Voids
All these voids
Vicious cycles
In my mind
All these voids
Vicious cycles
My days are timed

I am awake
I am aware
To the suffering
Of this world
Track Name: Another Day
I've lived the same day over too many times before
Everydays the same burden they call life
It cycles round like clockwork
These thoughts are drilled into my mind
This world is cold autonomy and my bones are grinding in the gears

Take this all away from me
Cause god knows I can't make it another year living like this cold machine that you want me to be
Just to fit into this grand design that you built without consulting me
All my life I've been fighting fears of losing everything that's unique about me
You can give it your best shot but you will never get the best of me

I won't fold under pressure (your pressure)
I won't fold just for you (just for you)
Fuck

We will never break free from this hate - we've been consumed
Trapped inside this empty pit that is now my life
Everything I knew before will soon come to an end
Everything I had is dead - don't bother to pretend.
Its just another day in hell
Who cares if we burn?
Its just another day
Wait and you'll get your turn
It's just another day
Track Name: Indifference
Stumbling drunk on the cold concrete
Refuse to pick yourself up you won't stand on your feet
Searching but you never seem to find the pieces
So empty all you need is something to waste your time
Distract your broken heart and your shallow mind

Its all the same to me
I can't force you to be something that you're not
Its all the same to me
You need to learn to hold yourself up

You're only hurting yourself and I won't be dragged down with you
You're only hurting yourself
Trapped inside your own misery.
Its your fucking misery
Fuck

Its all the same to me
I can't force you to be something that you're not
Its all the same to me
You've been consumed by sadness
Track Name: Night Terrors
I've always had trouble sleeping
Never knew what secrets my dreams were keeping
I've always had trouble sleeping

It came as no surprise to me when I realized it was you that woke me
Not the real you but only my memory
I awoke screaming in pain
Not of the body but of the mind of the soul
The sight of your face and the loss of your faith left me with no control

We were laughing and talking and drinking some coffee
Then you looked up and smiled
It lasted only a second but it felt like a year
As nice as it seemed I knew we weren't here

Im sorry, Im sorry
I'm just not enough
I'm sorry, I'm sorry
These dreams aren't enough
I'm sorry, I'm sorry
It's never enough
I'm sorry, I'm sorry
These dreams aren't enough

I am always awake
I never find time to fucking sleep
I am always awake
I never find time to sleep

I never find time to sleep
I am always awake
This fucking consciousness is my hell
I never think I can sleep
I am always awake
In my bed
In my cell
In my hell
I am always awake

I never needed to dream because I'd wake up to you
Now I'm dreaming alone
Now I'm dreaming of you
I never needed to dream because I'd wake up to you
Now I'm dreaming alone
Now I'm dreaming of you
Now I'm dreaming that I was awake

I will sleep when I'm dead in my bed of wood and nails
Track Name: Tori
I’ll never be anything more than a pissed off kid
That never found his place or his reason to live
I'll never be anything, but a waste of space
Just a little too short, and a little too late

I’m not worth the effort
I’m not worth your time
Because they say time is money and I’m not worth a dime
I am worthless to you

I’m not close with friends and I’m not close with god
I don’t love myself
I don’t love anyone
And I may have not died when I swallowed those pills
But a part of me did and refuses to heal
I died with you

And I’ve lost touch with who I am
And I can't begin to understand
What's my purpose?
I'm lone and bare
Just a lowlife and a stranger in the mirror

I’ll never be anything more than a pissed off kid
That never found his place or his reason to live

You think I’m bitter?
Well you’re god damn right
You’d be bitter too if you had lived this life
To live each day with no light or hope
The only peace I’ll get is a 6 foot hole

I’m not worth the effort
I’m not worth your time
Because they say time is money and I’m not worth a dime
I am worthless to you

You were always there to break my fall
And I'm doing my best to carry on
I'm sorry I wasn't there to save you
So I thank you now for all you do
Track Name: Nemophilist
She rustles in the trees
As bleakness coincides with the leaves
A thousand eyes I avoid
Or have I become simply paranoid?

A black widow enchanted me
Enticing me with dopamine
A demeanor that sickens thee
If only I could break free
How long until I become as empty as these decrepit trees?
How long until I become as devoid as you want me to be?

Haunter of the woods
(Haunter of my mind)
Lurking in the dark for me to find
Haunter of the woods
(Haunter of my mind)
An apparition ties me in her bind
You're the haunter of these woods
The haunter of my mind

I can feel your parasitic presence slithering throughout my veins
I can feel my own mind gradually withering away
I can feel your maledictions as they slowly maim
I can feel my own mind confused to if its night or day
When can I escape this noose and its constricting fate?
When can I escape those eyes with their menacing gaze?
I can only hope for this recluse - I'm afraid it's too late
I can only hope my demise comes with your megalomaniacal ways

Writhing in cobwebs hysterically
I've lost touch with myself and everything
A nihilist
A lifeless body
A blank slate

Trapped in this prison of mirrors
The 45 slides through each of my hemispheres
Trapped in this river of fears
The 45 slides through each of my hemispheres
No matter how much lead goes through my head
No bullet can kill what is already dead

The brightest of lights will be snuffed away
Banished to the forest of my fucked up mind