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Lost

by Awake/Aware

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A refreshing addition to todays scene of heavy bands, watch out for these guys! Favorite track: Tori.
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1.
Voids 02:06
All these voids Vicious cycles In my mind All these voids Vicious cycles My days are timed I am awake I am aware To the suffering Of this world
2.
Another Day 03:25
I've lived the same day over too many times before Everydays the same burden they call life It cycles round like clockwork These thoughts are drilled into my mind This world is cold autonomy and my bones are grinding in the gears Take this all away from me Cause god knows I can't make it another year living like this cold machine that you want me to be Just to fit into this grand design that you built without consulting me All my life I've been fighting fears of losing everything that's unique about me You can give it your best shot but you will never get the best of me I won't fold under pressure (your pressure) I won't fold just for you (just for you) Fuck We will never break free from this hate - we've been consumed Trapped inside this empty pit that is now my life Everything I knew before will soon come to an end Everything I had is dead - don't bother to pretend. Its just another day in hell Who cares if we burn? Its just another day Wait and you'll get your turn It's just another day
3.
Indifference 03:09
Stumbling drunk on the cold concrete Refuse to pick yourself up you won't stand on your feet Searching but you never seem to find the pieces So empty all you need is something to waste your time Distract your broken heart and your shallow mind Its all the same to me I can't force you to be something that you're not Its all the same to me You need to learn to hold yourself up You're only hurting yourself and I won't be dragged down with you You're only hurting yourself Trapped inside your own misery. Its your fucking misery Fuck Its all the same to me I can't force you to be something that you're not Its all the same to me You've been consumed by sadness
4.
I've always had trouble sleeping Never knew what secrets my dreams were keeping I've always had trouble sleeping It came as no surprise to me when I realized it was you that woke me Not the real you but only my memory I awoke screaming in pain Not of the body but of the mind of the soul The sight of your face and the loss of your faith left me with no control We were laughing and talking and drinking some coffee Then you looked up and smiled It lasted only a second but it felt like a year As nice as it seemed I knew we weren't here Im sorry, Im sorry I'm just not enough I'm sorry, I'm sorry These dreams aren't enough I'm sorry, I'm sorry It's never enough I'm sorry, I'm sorry These dreams aren't enough I am always awake I never find time to fucking sleep I am always awake I never find time to sleep I never find time to sleep I am always awake This fucking consciousness is my hell I never think I can sleep I am always awake In my bed In my cell In my hell I am always awake I never needed to dream because I'd wake up to you Now I'm dreaming alone Now I'm dreaming of you I never needed to dream because I'd wake up to you Now I'm dreaming alone Now I'm dreaming of you Now I'm dreaming that I was awake I will sleep when I'm dead in my bed of wood and nails
5.
Tori 04:10
I’ll never be anything more than a pissed off kid That never found his place or his reason to live I'll never be anything, but a waste of space Just a little too short, and a little too late I’m not worth the effort I’m not worth your time Because they say time is money and I’m not worth a dime I am worthless to you I’m not close with friends and I’m not close with god I don’t love myself I don’t love anyone And I may have not died when I swallowed those pills But a part of me did and refuses to heal I died with you And I’ve lost touch with who I am And I can't begin to understand What's my purpose? I'm lone and bare Just a lowlife and a stranger in the mirror I’ll never be anything more than a pissed off kid That never found his place or his reason to live You think I’m bitter? Well you’re god damn right You’d be bitter too if you had lived this life To live each day with no light or hope The only peace I’ll get is a 6 foot hole I’m not worth the effort I’m not worth your time Because they say time is money and I’m not worth a dime I am worthless to you You were always there to break my fall And I'm doing my best to carry on I'm sorry I wasn't there to save you So I thank you now for all you do
6.
Lost 01:03
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Nemophilist 05:21
She rustles in the trees As bleakness coincides with the leaves A thousand eyes I avoid Or have I become simply paranoid? A black widow enchanted me Enticing me with dopamine A demeanor that sickens thee If only I could break free How long until I become as empty as these decrepit trees? How long until I become as devoid as you want me to be? Haunter of the woods (Haunter of my mind) Lurking in the dark for me to find Haunter of the woods (Haunter of my mind) An apparition ties me in her bind You're the haunter of these woods The haunter of my mind I can feel your parasitic presence slithering throughout my veins I can feel my own mind gradually withering away I can feel your maledictions as they slowly maim I can feel my own mind confused to if its night or day When can I escape this noose and its constricting fate? When can I escape those eyes with their menacing gaze? I can only hope for this recluse - I'm afraid it's too late I can only hope my demise comes with your megalomaniacal ways Writhing in cobwebs hysterically I've lost touch with myself and everything A nihilist A lifeless body A blank slate Trapped in this prison of mirrors The 45 slides through each of my hemispheres Trapped in this river of fears The 45 slides through each of my hemispheres No matter how much lead goes through my head No bullet can kill what is already dead The brightest of lights will be snuffed away Banished to the forest of my fucked up mind

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released May 10, 2016

Recorded by Stephen Mongiovi

Mixed/Mastered by Austin Coupe

Artwork by Joshua Bowlby/The Design Guy

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Awake/Aware Tampa, Florida

Awake/Aware is a metal/hardcore act hailing from the Tampa, Fl area. Since emerging into the central Florida local scene in late 2014, the young band continues to exhibit a determined work ethic driven by an immense passion for heavy music in all of its forms. Awake/Aware aims to shake the foundations of heavy music with their unique blend of progressive metal and hardcore. ... more

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